Monday, May 21, 2007

Last Saturday was a rather unlucky one. Just before i wanna go for his party, i had fever and i had to suffocate myself under my quilt, trying very hard to sweat so my fever will subside. I think this method is the best BUT it's extremely difficult to fall asleep even though you are very drowsy. I finally feel some warmth after an hour plus cuz both my hands and feets were so so cold. I felt jelly all over when i woke up and notice that my right eye was a bit swollen, i guess it's because of the fever medicine the doctor gave. I thought i was only allergy to those very stong painkiller. And i think i looked very weird la with my eyes swollen (looks like mosquitoes' bite but it's allergy). He came and fetch me at 4 plus and luckily, my eye wasn't swollen after an hour plus if not it'll be really funny. I didn't even have a single bite of the ice-cream cake :( i wasn't feeling very comfortable of the environment as well cuz i'm like the only loner there since i'm his gf. All his friends were in groups. Luckily i managed to have a short chat with Cassandra (Chun Ming's gf) who was studying in ECH.

Later on, mingle around with some of the JVSians who were my seniors. I guess i really got to be more sociable and i don't know why i seemed to be less-sociable these days. This should not be me cuz it'll only put me in a difficult and awkward situation. Lucky some of his friends were friendly people, if not i think i'll feel even more lonely. I should at least be prepared that this is the situation i'll be in since he had to entertain his friends and relatives but i was still quite unhappy and became "ye man". And i tried Chivas + Coke for the first time in my entire life (ya lah, sua ku right? lol), and i drank from his cup which his friend sabo him and poured half cup full of chivas. That's a lot okay. I don't really like the taste and i could feel the heat in my face and stomach. Waited for the clock to strike 12am and wish him happy birthday and see him opening up his presents. :)

I almost forgotten that i've to stay back after school tomorrow for IS project until one of my project mates asked where are we meeting tomorrow. Sian... Actually, i didn't feel like going to school today but i still went just to submit that Journal. I skipped CEM tutorial and went home. Had my lunch and practice piano before going for lesson. Hy's gonna stay-in in the ship he was allocated to for 2 weeks, which means i won't get to see him this weekends and we can't go to the Navy Open House already. I guess i will be staying home during the weekends to complete my LAM project, which is like only less than 10% done.

I can't resist junk food though i'm still coughing. Haha... Never mind, "yi du gong du". I just got home cuz i accompanied him to buy some necessities he needed onboard and i just returned that book which i borrowed last month. As usual, always overdue. After that went Shell cuz he wanted to go carwash cuz the car was really really dirty and i like to see how they spray the foams to the entire car and looked so much like snowflakes. Anyway, i won't be able to contact him as often as i like now cuz there's no reception at the lower decks. :( 2 weeks will be over very soon, 2 months too and 2 years too. Hopefully!

Bogoshipda~

YYY

VAL

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